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done done done done done

10 Saturday May 2008

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So yesterday, I turned in my last paper and handed off my oral history interviews to the Oral History Archive. I’m done with the semester! Hooray! It’s hard to believe that a year ago at this time of year I was still in Holland, working at Barnes & Noble, and had three months to go before moving to Boston . . . a hell of a lot has happened in the last twelve months, and I’m looking forward to some time over the summer to sit back and take stock.

More soon.

Friday Night in Grad School

09 Saturday Feb 2008

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I just got back from Hanna’s apartment in Allston (which will be mine also come May!), where we drank a lovely zinfandel, ate baked potatoes, watched Mansfield Park, Miss Austen Regrets, the last third of A Room With a View, and played a lively game of Name That British Actor(tm). I am usually a lousy competitor, but I won full marks (and lots of chocolate kisses) tonight for identifying an obscure character from Miss Austen Regrets as the terrifyingly brutal Mr. Grandcourt from Daniel Deronda (2002).

It was a sorely needed Friday evening respite after a dizzying week of academic settling-in. I met with my history professor this afternoon about my research project–in its current incarnation (subject to change in the face of extant primary sources), I plan to consider the question of who Euro-Americans, particularly Euro-American feminists, considered to be “fit” mothers and what they saw as proper mothering during the late 19th and early 20th centuries. I want particularly to focus on Indian Schools and white women’s involvement in the attempt to assimilate Native Americans into white culture through forcible removal of children from their birth homes.

Earlier in the week, Aiden and I had the pleasure of testing out the oral history recording equipment on one another in practice oral history interviews; once I learn how to edit the digital audio files, I might try to upload a few clips and post them to the site, just so you can check out our bumbling attempts–I, in particular, have this habit of throwing my hands around when I’m talking and jostling the table when I get excited, which I fear leads to unproductive background noise.

Tomorrow, I’m buckling down to run test OPAC (Open Public Access Catalog) database searches for my Cataloging class, with the carrot at the end of the day being Benjamin Britten’s opera version of The Turn of the Screw which Hanna and I are attending at the Boston Conservatory Theater. Review to follow soon!

Down the Rabbit Hole

02 Saturday Feb 2008

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As I type this, it’s sleeting outside on the streets of Boston: a strange beginning to February. But Hanna assures me it’s supposed to be 50 degrees and sunny tomorrow, so if the groundhog comes out in the Boston Common (where does s/he come out, anyway? I can never recall) then we’ll be all right for a mild winter (or is it a long winter?). Clearly I need to brush up on my rodent folklore.

As groundhogs are popping up, I am headed down into the rabbit hole of another semester of graduate school. Classes started in earnest this week, and I’m happy to report that I am “totally stoked!” as my friend Marilee used to say. (Do you still say that Marilee? I don’t recall hearing it lately). This semester is going to be chock-full of intense work, but all of it is exciting work.

I have a great deal of leeway in designing my projects in both my Gender, Race & Imperialism class and in Oral History, and cataloging satisfies the organizational part of my brain. Again, Marilee says, “That’s funny, I didn’t remember that you were organizational.” I explained to her that I am very selective about my organization: My bookshelves are currently arranged by the Library of Congress classification system, but my bed is never made!

My Spring Semester courses are as follows:

  • GCS 410: Gender, Race & Imperialism. This is a class being taught by my history adviser, Laura Prieto, who had me in History Methods last fall. It’s a graduate-student-only course, open to students in the History and Gender Studies programs. As the title suggests, we are going to be interrogating the history of European & American imperialism through the lens of race and gender. I am hoping to do my research project on some aspect of reproductive politics and imperialism, hopefully looking at the way feminist women from the metropole (the imperial center) and the native women from the colony negotiated a particular practice or policy having to do with reproductive health and sexuality. Details to follow in a week or two.
  • LIS 433: Oral History. The first day of this class seriously made me want to weep with joy, I was so excited. If you think I’m exaggerating, you can ask my friend Aiden, who is taking it with me. The professor has a serious Oregon Extension vibe, and is a farrier and folklorist as well as professor in library science. He explained to us he believes it’s important to have a profession and a vocation because it “frees you to speak your mind.” Damn straight. I get to select an oral history project to work on over the course of the semester, and I am currently waffling between Boston area home educators and doulas. I’ll keep you posted.
  • LIS 415: Organization of Information. Otherwise known as “cataloging.” This is one of the core requirements of the GSLIS program, and I will be learning all the different classification systems, such as the Dewey Decimal System and the Library of Congress system, and how to create good “metadata,” which is–as was explained to me in class today when I asked–data about data, which is what it sounds like, right? It’s all the bits of information that help us identify and locate the information or things we need (so catalog records, descriptive terms, computer programming, etc.).

This semester, my plan is to put up a little something every Friday on what I’ve been doing academically during the week . . . we’ll see how that plays out over the next fifteen weeks!

Image lifted from the Bas Bleu catalog website.

In which I have fun, not all political

24 Thursday Jan 2008

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Contrary to popular belief expressed in some circles, I do actually know how to enjoy myself outside of feminist politics. This weekend visiting friends in New York City, in addition to making a pilgrimage to Judy Chicago’s The Dinner Party, dropping in at bluestockings radical bookstore, attending a lecture on women’s literary societies in the early republic, and seeing The Business of Being Born on the big screen, I took part in the following non-political activities:

  • I visited the Brooklyn Botanic Gardens.
  • I visited St. Patrick’s Cathedral.
  • I visited the New York Public Library, where I got to see the original scroll of “On the Road” and other papers from Jack Kerouac’s personal papers, newly open to the public.
  • I learned how to drink scotch.
  • I played (and lost) a game of Super Scrabble.
  • I watched a documentary, a Parker Posey film, and an episode of Big Love.
  • I helped prepare a gourmet meal, including chocolate bread pudding with “naughty whisky sauce” . . . yum yum!

You can check out the photos at picasa or watch a small version of the slide show below:

Now it’s back to the academic realm . . . my first history class convenes in 3 1/2 hours.

A Student at Work

20 Tuesday Nov 2007

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Hope you all have a lovely Thanksgiving week. I am actually looking forward, as geeky as this sounds, to having the mental and actual space to spread out my research papers and do a bit of writing. I have two papers due the week following the break, and they will take up most of my time. The way I organize my papers is by laying all the research out on the bed, desk, floor . . . anywhere there is space. So things start to look pretty chaotic when I am in the middle of a writing project!

As a late-night after-writing treat, I have discovered that the screen on my window opens, and that the ledge outside the window is just the right width to hold a wine bottle! So I am able to chill my wine, sans fridge, during the autumn months . . . I just have to be careful to bring it inside to drink before the temperature drops below freezing at night!

Ceilidh NYC-style!

30 Tuesday Oct 2007

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For those of you who don’t know (and why should you?), a “Ceilidh”–pronounced “kay-lee”–is a Scottish dance party, usually featuring great music, food & alcoholic beverages, and traditional Scottish folk dances. This is not performance dance, but participatory dance, like a barn dance or square dance, where everyone can join in–and if they don’t volunteer, they are often pressed into service.

My friend Bethany’s husband Patrick is a graduate of the University of Glasgow, where he earned his MLitt in Philosophy, and the University was throwing an alumni dinner at the Harvard Hall of the Harvard Club in Manhattan. We went and gawked at the decor and enjoyed the food and wine, got in a few dances, sang “Auld Lang Syne” (obligatory at every ceilidh I’ve been to) and managed to stumble home not much later than midnight!

You can see all the pictures in my web album at Picasa.

Friday Night in Grad School

12 Friday Oct 2007

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Well, I just finished my third job for the day–this morning I worked at Barnes & Noble from 7-11am; then I had my first shift at the Massachusetts Historical Society from 1-4:45pm; then I finished up a batch of carrier additions for Lean Logistics after supper. Hopefully this will be the only day I put in that many shifts! I will be finishing up next week at Barnes & Noble, and start my regular schedule at the MHS on October 22nd. Everyone has been wonderful, and I am so excited to start in earnest (but grateful I will not be doing double-duty until then)!

I thought I would take a moment, before finishing the final draft of my Evaluation of Information Services evaluation proposal, to sit down and write a little bulletin about what I have been doing this week in library school (I am still on the fence about the whole am-I-an-archivist/am-I-a-librarian divide; I’m glad my new job title is “Library Assistant.”).

I knew I had arrived in library science school when I went out to Blick art supplies and purchased a dozen soft lead pencils and a pencil case this week. I need to take notes at my internship, and other various places where pens are highly discouraged, and I was always finding myself without the proper tools. I am very pleased, and may soon (my archivist-historian friends assure me) find myself preferring pencils above all other writing implements. I have not taken the next step, which would be to start taking “notes” using a laptop and digital camera.

I also know I am in grad school because I have become extremely forgetful. Since being offered the MHS job last week I have locked myself out of my room once, left my wallet at work, forgotten my T-pass for the subway, and (the crowning achievement) left my mobile phone in a cab on my way home from Barnes & Noble Sunday night . . . in my defense, it was 2am following music inventory, but still . . . the cab driver was kind enough to return it unscathed the following day on his rounds through the neighborhood.

This week in classes:

  • In Evaluation of Information Services, we were testing our “evaluation tools” (social-science speak for surveys and data-collection exercises) designed to evaluate how well the library science school website works (verdict=not-so-well). After posting this, I have to go do the final draft of my group’s evaluation proposal, with the appended “tools” and bibliography.
  • Introduction to Archives is tackling “arrangement & description,” which are the fancy technical terms for the order in which items are put in their boxes and how they are written up in the “finding aid” (another fancy term, which I think of as the archival equivalent of a detailed card catalog record plus book index: it helps researchers decide what–if anything–they want to see from a given collection, and where it’s located). We have been divided up into groups to write practice finding aids; my group got a collection of personal papers from the Simmons archive about an alumna who served as an Army dietitian during WWII.
  • For History Methods this week, we were technically talking about archives (and since the class is full of future archivists, there were a lot of people personally invested in the subject). I personally became side-tracked by theoretical issues of space and gender through our reading assignment from Bonnie Smith’s The Gender of History, which is about the professionalization of history in the 19th century and how it was explicitly coded as the realm of men. “Truth was where women were not,” Smith writes, “[truth was] some invisible and free territory purged of error by historical work” (which was done, of course, by male scholars). My weekly response paper was about how the physical sources of history and physical bodies (such as, ahem, the bodies of women) have the potential to disrupt our grand and tidy narratives of historical, universal “truth.”

In other news, the course offerings for Spring 2008 were hot off the press yesterday, at least in the History department. I find myself torn between “9/11 Narratives,” taught by an Islamic World historian with a frightening amount of energy, and “Lives of Faith: Early American Religious Biography & Autobiography.” In library science, I will most likely be taking Oral History and Cataloging.

. . . and then I stopped by the public library on my lunch hour today to return a few books, and somehow left with a few more: Pushed: The Painful Truth about Childbirth and Modern Maternity Care; Emma Bull’s War for the Oaks; and The Secret History of the Pink Carnation (I’m reading the series in reverse order). If I find any time to actually read any of these titles, you’ll hear about it here . . .

The Side Effects of Excedrin

27 Thursday Sep 2007

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Yes, it really is 12:27 am and yes, I’m really writing an entry to this blog. I took two Excedrin this afternoon after work to drive away a lurking migraine so that I could be coherent in Archives class. This plan worked, as far as it went, but now it is the early morning, and I really ought to be sleeping in preparation for my first morning at the DCR internship. Instead, I’m up on the computer, searching for a bakery that serves Boston Cream Pie, reading the latest on feministing, answering e-mail, listening to The Corrs Live in Dublin, and wondering when this late-September heat wave is going to end . . .

I do keep meaning to write that post on all the interesting theory we are reading in my History Methods class, but I’ve been frittering away my time building silly wiki pages and silly html pages for my “technology orientation requirement” and rooting around for a digital source for my history paper on using primary sources. The digital archives sources I have access to here, as a Simmons student, are mind blowing and time can get sucked into the void of historical enthusiasm with alarm speed. There’s this project called “Women and Social Movements in the United States, 1600-2000” that has an endless supply of women’s history diversions.

I chose a selection from the papers of the Oneida Community, a religious/free love/communitarian experiment that existed in upstate New York during the latter half of the nineteenth century. They report of a “criticism” of one of the women who lived in the community. “Criticism” was sort of like group therapy plus religious testimony: one member at a time would present themselves before the assembly and all the other people would talk about all the ways in which they could improve (morally, spiritually, socially, etc.). Yeah. Not my idea of a fun evening.

Oh, and I’m reading a fluffy novel ostensibly about eighteenth-century spies but which is really a regency romance in disguise (yes, bosoms do heave!) This actually connects rather nicely to the discussion we will be having tomorrow in History about the boundaries between historical fiction and non-fiction history (can the boundaries be drawn? where? are academic historians snobs? is historical fiction an affront to the profession?). That is, if we can make it passed the choppy waters of Foucault’s “The Repressive Hypothesis,” Joan Scott’s “Gender: A Useful Category for Analysis,” and Robert Darton’s The Great Cat Massacre. One fellow student said to me today, “I didn’t understand how they were connected at all!” Since I’m one of the discussion leaders, this is slightly worrying.

That having been said, I had best try to get some sleep, or other students’ struggles with postmodernism will be the least of my worries!

Fashion for Library Geeks!

09 Sunday Sep 2007

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Here’s what TO wear if you’re a bibliophile, regardless of whether you’ve been locked out of your dorm room on a Sunday morning (ahem . . .).

Last spring, I was shopping online for something at CafePress when I stumbled upon an ingenious little mug with the legend:

641.3373

What could it mean?

After a little research via the world wide web, I discovered that (naturally) it was the Dewey Decimal classification for “coffee.” How brilliant! How could anyone resist improvising on this idea, and making all sorts of things (say, T-shirts) that bore cryptic slogans to be decoded with the aid of a library catalog!

My friend Joseph was, for his birthday, the recipient of my first creation: SB441.4.H37 (the Library of Congress call number for the book Makers of Heavenly Roses, by Jack L. Harkness).

More recently, I printed up one for myself: HQ1190.H67 (the Library of Congress call number for bell hook’s Feminism is for Everybody: Passionate Politics).

Obviously, I encourage all of you to take up the challenge and make yourself enigmatic shirts with messages of your own choosing. The site at which you can design one-of-a-kind shirts is called CustomInk, and even if you don’t get anything printed, it’s great fun to play around.

What Not to Wear . . .

09 Sunday Sep 2007

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. . . When, on a Sunday morning, you go down the hall to brush your teeth and lock yourself out of your dorm room!

This morning I was brushing my teeth in the washroom when I realised–oh shit!–that I had thrown my bathrobe on and stumbled out into the hall without triple-checking (as has been my habit) that I have my key in my pocket. In fact, I hadn’t even checked once. The key was most emphatically not in my pocket, no matter how many times I felt around in there. This necessitated a call to public safety, and then I stood around the hall in my bathrobe, waiting while the RA on duty was summoned out of bed, and made her way over to North Hall to let me back in. Trust me: I lacked the cool suave of this gentleman on the right.

It had to happen at least once. When I lived in the dorms in Aberdeen, I did it twice in quick succession about a month into my residency–once while wearing the very same bathrobe–and after that took to leaving the key physically IN the lock whenever I was in the flat. But that was a more secure environment; I have been warned by people who have reason to know that this is a bad idea here in North Hall. Expensive and/or irreplaceable things have been known to go missing.

So on a Sunday morning, when I get up and blearily stumble to the washroom to clean my teeth and wash my face, I need to remember to take my key with me. Perhaps I could just glue it to my upper arm?

At least I realized what I had done before I was in the shower covered in soapsuds!

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